FORGIVENESS

I forgave you for all the times you told me, YES and it meant no.

I forgave you for the times my tears were not seen but you made me suck it up.

I forgave you for a smile that was hiding deceitful thoughts.

I forgave you for viewing my giving nature as an invite to suffocate me.

I forgave you for not supporting ME and only who you expected me to be.

I forgave you for doubting my ability to persevere.

I forgave you for not paying attention when it was clear as day.

I forgave you for lying and making me believe that was the only way.

I forgave you for misleading me.

I forgave you for being so naive, gullible, and inconsiderate to what was in front of you.

I forgave you for believing in fairy tales.

I forgave you for every moment that could have been forever but seemed to come with an expiration.

I forgave YOU every time, every fucking time, every fucking time I didn’t want to because it hurt so much.

I forgave you and gave you an excuse for why it could be better.

I forgave you for thinking it could be better.

I forgave every mistake even when you made the same mistake repeatedly.

I forgave you for not UNDERSTANDING ME.

I forgave you for trying to control, corrupt, and distract me.

I forgave you for being envious of me.

I forgave you for knowing who I was but doing everything to hide it from me.

I forgave you for being no good for me but my greatest lesson.

I forgave you for not letting me love you.

I forgave you for everytime that phone didn’t ring when I needed to hear your voice most.

I forgave you for the time you did to me on purpose what I did to you by accident.

I forgave you for mistaking me for a fool.

I forgave you for not believing in my dreams.

I forgave YOU.

Now I feel nothing but FORGIVENESS!

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