Maybe

Like Maybe

Today is the day he will call

Maybe

He will think of me and his heart will veer his actions

Maybe

I won’t wonder if I am on his mind, if I am important.

Maybe

Just maybe he will decide that, no longer, is it solely about himself

Maybe

My needs will be given a considerable amount of time and he will focus attention on them

Maybe

I am foolish for waiting as if the past hasn’t shown me his true shades

Maybe

I’ll wake up and it’s simply a dream, one that wasn’t frightening but only my imagination.

Maybe

He will think I’m enough and decide to care as much as I do.

Maybe

He will see as time continued he distorted and tainted my heart

Maybe

I’d be a bit more confident

Maybe

I’d laugh a little bit easier

Maybe

I’d smile a tad more genuine

Maybe

I’d accept love a bit more gently

Maybe

If I hadn’t had such high hopes that maybe he would give a fuck

Maybe

It wouldn’t hurt so much…

Maybe

Just maybe

One day

My father will realize that he gave me his name and face.

It took me 27 plus years to ask myself…

Will that day ever come?

Then I realize that the answer is not yes just a simple..

MAYBE

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