I loved you
but fuck you bitch
I turned to you and shared my heart, as painful as that feat is.
I shared with you my fear, my vulnerability, my sanity. I’ve lost my way.
I lost you, and again i lost my heart then when i found it on the side of the road. You were no where to be found.
I believed it would happen, so how do i blame you.
How can I hurt you so you feel the pain in my tears.
How can I inflict the same disappoint in your world.
I’m heading directly to this path to let you know face to face/ the things you did behind me surfaced.
I look you in your heart and see you never cared like I did.
Never patient, and you knew I needed Urgent Care.
Calm, but you deceived me smiled and left in a hurry.
Haste, you allowed us to move and then abandoned me.
I’ve know that pain, i’ve had to find my way.
Lucky, my charm has been resilience.
Time, a mere facade so I love you.
Even if the clock struck twelve and a new day came.
A week passed and months accrued.
Years drifted and decades accumalte.
No vacations from the pain, love, sex, initimacy, truth, and lies.
Then i remembered that deep down, my soul and aura will forever live in you.
Then I desire for you to be released from me and in turn.
I turn away and realize that moving forward never would allow me to make a U Turn.
Because I took the correct Exit.